Wednesday 29 January 2014

Jalan

Masa depan
Susah untuk dijangka
Susah untuk difikir
Susah juga untuk diukir

Kau langkah satu tapak
Kau masuk ke gerbang dunia
Kau akan nampak betapa luasnya dunia
Saat itu kau fikir, apa yang perlu kau pilih
Pilihan menyesakkan ruang diri
Kau yang pandu dan kau la yang buat keputusan
jalan mana kau harus ambil

Huh !
Pusing sebenarnya bentuk masa depan sendiri
Kau nak ini
Tapi kau perlu itu
Tersekat dengan keinginan lain.

Keinginan dan keperluan
Bergaduh sesama sendiri
Mana pula aku terus hanyut dalam gelora anganan
entah bila berjumpa penamatnya.

3 comments:

:: My BeAuTiFuL wOrLd :: said...

Allah dh tentukan yg terbaik utk kita, berdoa selalu ya? :)

Anonymous said...

Mungkin dah tiba masanya untuk kita masuk ke dunia realiti... Dunia yang penuh pancaroba yang mencabar kita menjadi manusia di bumi ini.. Pilih lah yang terbaik wahai teman.. Semoga kejayaan menanti mu..

-MentariJingga-

Haikal Blank said...

aku teringat ini :


“I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.”


― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar